I Stink
November 30, 2005Life can’t be worse than this, can it? I mean, I perform so badly at work that I don’t think I inspire people. I don’t have any semblance of “love life” to ground my feelings. And I feel that, piece by piece, my mask is chipping off.
I can’t stay this way. I’ve been cheering people up whenever they feel down, right?
Where are my friends now?
40 things a woman should know. And YES, men too
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.
2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man’s character, leave him alone.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
5. STOP CHANGING YOURSELF FOR A RELATIONSHIP THAT’S NOT MEANT TO BE!
6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you CAN’T “be friends.” A friend wouldn’t MISTREAT a friend.
8. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don’t let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order.
9. Don’t settle.
10. Don’t stay because you think “it will get better.” You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
11. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU.
12. There’s only one ‘reason’ a man dumps you; he doesn’t want you.
13. Always put yourself and your happiness first.
14. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
15. Like from the show Sex and the City, if he doesn’t call, he just isn’t that interested.
16. Know when to cut the cord, don’t be strung along.
17. Don’t fall for the “I’m confused role”. Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure things out (but DON’T WAIT FOR HIM, MOVE ON).
18. If you want to have a clue as to how he will treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in his family (not just mom).
19. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
20. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.
21. Never let a man define who you are.
22. If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.
23. Just because he says he loves you, doesn’t mean that he won’t hurt you and it doesn’t mean that you are meant to be with him.
24. Know that YOU DESERVE TO BE THE NUMBER ONE PERSON in the life of the #1 person in your life.
25. Love is a VERB!
26. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to make someone unavailable-available, someone ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-loving.
27. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
28. If you don’t love your self…you can’t love anyone else.
29. You cannot mend someone else’s broken heart
30. You need time to heal between relationships…there is nothing cute about baggage…deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
31. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you…a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals…look for someone complimentary…not supplementary..
32. NEVER GIVE MORE in a relationship than you are getting out of it.
33. When actions and words conflict, BELIEVE THE ACTIONS. Respond to the actions.
34. Don’t fall for the “I’m not the loving type”…when a man loves you there is nothing in this world (within reason) that he wouldn’t do for you.
35. Make him miss you sometimes…when a man always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him he takes it for granted..
36. When it’s time to let go; let go.
37. Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
38. Never believe a man who tells u he wants to be with you, while he’s with someone else, - if he wanted to be with you, he would make it happen more sooner than later.
39. Don’t be a man’s door at, make him open the door for you, because a real man would do this on his own.
40. There is someone out there worthy to be in your life, LET OUT THE TRASH so he can come in.
For the Prejudiced and the Ignorant
I would like to rally all Filipinos against people like this one that I’m going to feature. It’s unbelievable of him to call Filipinos… well, you be the judge.
Warning: This entry is a tad long, so be sure to MAKE time to read this. It is imperative that this message be broadcasted among compatriots.
This is a “hate letter” against Filipinos, from a broadcaster named Art Bell.
He’s been pointing out that Filipinos are “claiming” Asian identity. And has been elaborating that we don’t have any right to be called, Asians.
Seems to me that this broadcaster has forgotten “ethics” and “objectivity”.
Honestly, I don’t know what’s his problem. Why has he been picking on Filipinos?
First of all, it’s in God’s master plan and amazing wisdom that the Philippine Archipelago has been situated in
Second, he doesn’t even know Philippine history! That we Filipinos came from various races. We have been a Spanish colony for more than 300 years, obviously, we have Spanish influence, more than ever.
I also haven’t heard that Filipinos have been “aspiring” to become Chinese or Japanese… or at least copying them. Yes, we have been “fashionably” influenced by the Western culture. With Bling-bling’s and all… Mr. Bell might have forgotten that
And Mr.
He also mentioned filipino prostitues in
Mr. Bell has even said our country, Philippines, is filthy poor, a third world country. Shame on you Mr Bell. If you had only talked to tourists that had been surfing the waves in
And also, as for educated Americans, they don’t think of
Proof? Try calling Expedia.com ; Experian ; Sprint ; American Express… and you’ll be amazed your call is routed to
We, Filipinos, are surely not given the privilege of swiping credit cards just like a normal thing you do here in
And lastly, we Filipinos value our family. We value our elders. We take care of our elders, just as they took care of us when we were on our birth suit. Unlike the “American way”, just put them on a “Home for the Aged”, for they are already “old and useless” and you don’t have “Time” to take care of them.
Tsk… tsk… tsk…
it’s pathetic Mr Bell. You calling us ignorants. When you are having this red “L” on your forehead. Get a clue Mr.
From: Tristan Correa/MNL/ABS-CBN/PH
Date: 06/20/2005 10:04:45 AM
Subject: ALL FILIPINOS & Non-Filipino, READ THIS!
reply reHate Letter Against Filipinos
Please take time to read this, most especially the bottom part, PATRICIA EVANGELISTA’s (19 year old Filipina) speech that won in a WORLD competition in
This is a hate letter coming from a radio talk show host Mr. Art Bell from
until it reaches him.
Subject: HATE LETTER
This is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around the world; specially here in
Please read on…………..
This is an open letter email by Art Bell, a radio talk show host in
Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from his home in
He’s written 2 books. He lived in
Check out his website listed at the end to get a glimpse at this fool who’s spreading this hateful ignorance. And check his wife as well. This letter is so degrading, I think it’s really important that everybody read this and not attack him, but respond to him in a civilized manner because otherwise his thoughts will be reaffirmed. Understand that not everyone has a viewpoint like we do, and that this is an opinion of someone who hopefully can be changed only by civil actions.
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Filipinos…..*make me puke* (Art Bell)
As we’ve all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the
Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:
Are they really asian? Well we’ve come to accept the fact the filipinos come from a part of the world known as
You can see the connection. It’s even funnier that, in
Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian.
They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as
You’ll see something called the “Asian IRC Ring”. It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with
Another interesting thing is that these “thirdworld” people also frequent RC chatrooms such as #chinese #japan and #asian. They must believe that they are somehow related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it’s completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact With China and even less with
Do the parents of these young filipinos know what’s going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural “Trash” element in filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from
Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos). To all filipino people:
Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the
Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It’s not an “asian thing” it’s an “American thing”. You have no concept of culture…no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can’t. And you will NEVER be able to.
I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people… but it is NOT related to
That’s all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means….
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I find this funny, he is right in some ways where we, as Filipinos don’t actually have an “Identity”. I think this is due to the confusion of our mixed races from Hispanic, Chinese, American and Malay origins. I see it in malls, imagine young generations wearing ski caps and ski goggles in a tropical country, baggy low rise pants like that of African Americans living in the Bronx of New York, not to mention endless whitening products being sold at department stores and drug stores.
But his ignorance also blinds him from the other truth. That while we may glorify Anime shows and Japanese Internet gaming, he is not aware that a nameless Filipino may be responsible for some technical aspects of some Japanese software. He is not aware of our contribution to the the society in general .Technological advancements that may have aided post war navigations and landing on the moon. That the antibiotic Erythromycin was discovered by Dr. Abelardo Aguilar from
Thomas Edison may have discovered the electric light bulb and the fluorescent lighting was thought up by Nikola Tesla. But the fluorescent lamp we use today was invented by Agapito Flores (a Cebuano named Benigno Flores of Bantayan Island, according to the Philippine Daily inquirer), a Filipino scientist. Americans helped then-Philippine leader Ramon Magsaysay to develop it for worldwide commerce. That the personal physician of former U.S. Pres. Bill Clinton is Eleanor “Connie” Concepcion Mariano, a Filipina doctor who was the youngest captain in the US Navy. A Filipino writer Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2, and grew up to speak more than 20 languages, includind Latin, Greek, German, French and Chinese.
Or that a Filipino genius was responsible for the near hiatus in the PENTAGON and White House nearly infiltrationg their closely guarded secrets with the “ILOVEYOU” bug. Nuisance maybe, but still one heck of a ‘beautiful mind’…not to be underestimated.
The list goes on and on, but who cares right? Certainly not Mr. Art Bell…Boy, I’m not surprised.
Perhaps Art Bell does not know that although we consider ourselves ASIAN because we are strategically located in the Southeast asian region of which our nearest neighbors are Malays,
Another sad reality that although most Filipinos working overseas are domestic helpers and prostitutes, who does he think educates the toddlers of
He also mentioned that we have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy. How can we demonstrate Confucianism or Taoism in a Christian nation? IS HE INFORMED THAT THE
We do not need to create an identity for ourselves. We are who we are. Our identity stems from the anonymity we live in this world. How we contribute silently towards the progress of the world and not just one country. Although the Filipino blood may be tainted with malice, corruption, poverty and prostitution, it is not a perfect race… But so are the others. Maybe Mr. Art Bell needs to think about this.
WE MAY NOT BE PERFECT MR. BELL BUT AT LEAST WE STILL HAVE VALUES. FOR ONE THING WE DON’T PUT OUR AGING PARENTS IN NURSING HOMES BECAUSE “THEY’RE SIMPLY OLD AND WORTHLESS”. WE DONT HAVE AS MUCH NUMBERS OF SINGLE MOTHERS WHO GET PREGNANT IN THEIR VERY EARLY TEENS AND EVENTUALLY BECOME PARASITES OF THE GOVERNMENT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.
YES…WE CAME TO YOUR COUNTRY TO WORK, TO EARN DECENT MONEY (HALF OF WHICH BY THE WAY GOES TO TAXES BECAUSE THERE’S SO MANY SOCIAL PARASITES FROM YOUR RACE).AND BY THE WAY, MOST EDUCATED PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH DON’T COME FROM YOUR RACE… THEY’RE ACTUALLY IMMIGRANTS TOO. AND THOSE EDUCATED ONES DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DO, PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY’VE REALLY BEEN WELL EDUCATED..AFTER ALL THAT’S SAID… WHO IS THE IGNORANT ONCE AGAIN?!
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Pinay wins it big in London
By Alfred Yuson
The Philippine Star 05/16/2004
Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year- old, Mass Communications sophomore of University of the Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud Friday night by besting 59 other student contestants from 37 countries in the 2004 International Public Speaking competition conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in
She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers from all over the English-speaking world, including the
The board of judges’ decision was unanimous, according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of the British broadcasting Corp. (BBC).
PATRICIA’S SHORT SPEECH WORTH READING….
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BLONDE AND BLUE EYES
When I was little, I wanted what many Filipino children all over the country wanted. I wanted to be blond, blue-eyed, and white.
I thought — if I just wished hard enough and was good enough, I’d wake upon Christmas morning with snow outside my window and freckles across my nose!
More than four centuries under western domination does that to you. I have sixteen cousins. In a couple of years, there will just be five of us left in the
There are those who disapprove of Filipinos who choose to leave. I used to. Maybe this is a natural reaction of someone who was left behind, smiling for family pictures that get emptier with each succeeding year. Desertion, I called it. My country is a land that has perpetually fought for the freedom to be itself. Our heroes offered their lives in the struggle against the Spanish, the Japanese, the Americans. To pack up and deny that identity is tantamount to spitting on that sacrifice.
Or is it? I don’t think so, not anymore. True, there is no denying this phenomenon, aided by the fact that what was once the other side of the world is now a twelve-hour plane ride away. But this is a borderless world, where no individual can claim to be purely from where he is now. My mother is of Chinese descent, my father is a quarter Spanish, and I call myself a pure Filipino-a hybrid of sorts resulting from a combination of cultures.
Each square mile anywhere in the world is made up of people of different ethnicities, with national identities and individual personalities. because of this, each square mile is already a microcosm of the world. In as much as this blessed spot that is
Seen this way, the Filipino Diaspora, or any sort of dispersal of populations, is not as ominous as so many claim. It must be understood. I come from a
A borderless world presents a bigger opportunity, yet one that is not so much abandonment but an extension of identity . Even as we take, we give back. We are the 40,000 skilled nurses who support the
Nationalism isn’t bound by time or place. People from other nations migrate to create new nations, yet still remain essentially who they are. British society is itself an example of a multi-cultural nation, a melting pot of races, religions, arts and cultures. We are, indeed, in a borderless world!
Leaving sometimes isn’t a matter of choice. It’s coming back that is. The Hobbits of the shire travelled all over Middle-Earth, but they chose to come home, richer in every sense of the word. We call people like these balikbayans or the ‘returnees’ — those who followed their dream, yet choose to return and share their mature talents and good fortune.
In a few years, I may take advantage of whatever opportunities come my way. But I will come home. A borderless world doesn’t preclude the idea of a home. I’m a Filipino, and I’ll always be one. It isn’t about just geography; it isn’t about boundaries. It’s about giving back to the country that shaped me.
And that’s going to be more important to me than seeing snow outside my windows on a bright Christmas morning.
Mabuhay and Thank you.
So, be proud, you are a Filipino,…and not like Mr. Art Bell. Please do send this to as many person as you can until it reaches him.
Photo Copy not XEROX, Music Video not MTV
Take a Break
This link was sent by Richard. Sorry, chard, haven’t gotten around playing. Scrambled life, you know what I mean…
Spam for your Gifts!
Here’s a nice link sent by a former teammate (hi loyda! mishu! mwah!) Sweet gift for this Halloween (ah, eh, Christmas pala!)
Just click on the link, type in the message that you want to pop up in the “fortune cookie” slip, and voila!
Energizer Bunny
Oh, how I wish I were. I’ve been feeling off-color lately. It’s like I’ve absorbed a lot of negativity from everything but haven’t grounded myself, all the negativity that I absorbed, at least, that I’m now finding myself lost (if you can still call it “finding”; can you “find” yourself lost?)
Anyway, like I said in my previous post, my gift (or curse) is I’m a shock absorber of sorts. Like when I rub the back of someone with fever, I tend to “absorb” the illness. It’s such a lousy gift. Definitely a curse.
Forgiven Not Forgotten - The Corrs
All alone, staring on
Watching her life go by
When her days are grey
And her nights are black
Different shades of mundane
And the one eyed furry toy
That lies upon the bed
Has often heard her cry
And heard her whisper out a name
Long forgiven, but not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re not forgotten
A bleeding heart torn apart
Left on an icy grave
In the room where they once lay
Face to face
Nothing could get in their way
But now the memories of the man are haunting her days
And the craving never fades
She’s still dreaming of a man
Long forgiven, but not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re not forgotten
Still alone, staring on
Wishing her life goodbye
As she goes searching for the man
Long forgiven, but not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re forgiven not forgotten
You’re not forgotten
You’re not forgotten
No, You’re not forgotten
Pics from my fave game!
This game is just SOOO COOOOL!
You just GOTTA try this out! The first RPG made by Sony.
Untitled - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Incomplete - Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
Hold Me Now - Thompson Twins
I have a picture
Pinned to my wall
An image of you and of me and we’re laughing
We’re loving it all
But look at our life now
We’re tattered and torn
We’re fussing and fighting, delighting with tears
That we cry until dawn
CHORUS
(Oh oh)
Hold me now
(Whoa)
Warm my heart
Stay with me
Let loving start
Let loving start
You say I’m a dreamer
We’re two of a kind
Both of us searching for some perfect world
We know we’ll never find
So perhaps I should leave here
Yeah, go far away
But you know that there’s nowhere that i’d rather be
Than with you here today
(Oh oh, oh oh oh)
Hold me now
(Oh)
Warm my heart
Stay with me
Let loving start
Let loving start
Oh hold me now
(whoa)
Warm my heart
Stay with me
Let loving start
Let loving start
Whoa oh oh
You ask if I love you
What can I say
You know that I do and that this is just one
Of those games that we play
So I sing you a new song
Please don’t cry any more
And I’d ask your forgiveness though I don’t know just
what i’m asking it for
(Oh oh oh oh)
Hold me now
(Whoa)
Warm my heart
Stay with me
Let loving start
Let loving start
If You Still Believe - Elsa Raven (OST - Legend of Dragoons)
I had a dream that I could fly
I can feel each moment as time goes by
We’d never be too far away,
You would always be here, I heard you say
I never thought
Thought that it would be our last goodbye
(our last goodbye.)
I still can dream
That one day love will fall out from the sky
Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
(do you believe?)
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you’re standing, you can see the sky above
I’ll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love
(do you still believe?)
Find a way to bring back yesterday
Find a way to love
I hope we stay
When tomorrow becomes today
Love will find a way
I’ll be waiting for you, in my heart you are the one
If I cannot find you, I will look up to the sun
(do you believe, do you believe?)
If from where you’re standing, you can see the sky above
I’ll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love
Do you believe?
Do you believe?
Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you’re standing, you can see the sky above
(do you believe?)
I’ll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love
Do you believe?Contributed by Cyberwolf <wolf@mydestiny.net> http://beam.at/cyberwing
Dance Maniac
Waaah! I miss mah PlayStation! I miss mah dance pad!
Shake the room, y’all! Dance to the Beat!
http://www.animelyrics.com/game/ddrev2/
(Game) Dance Dance Revolution 2nd Mix: Boom Boom Dollar (N/A)
It’s thriller, darling
You’re a wonderful lover, baby
(Ay, iyaiyaiyai)
July, December
Always deep inside of my mind
Tell me why (Ay, iyaiyai)
You keep a pocketful of green green dollars
I love you though it’s the time
You’re very hard
You sound like a young fella
Take me on the night
Boom boom boom boom
Shoot you like a bambar
Boom boom boom boom
At your order
Boom boom boom boom
Pushing all the buttons
More time
Don’t like a tango
Dancin’ your fandango tonight, baby
(Ay, iyaiyaiyai)
We’ll meet tomorrow
Boom boom never slows for you, baby
(Ay, iyaiyaiyai)
You pretty doll you like me like tha dollars
Oh baby this is the time
So you can buy the world like Rockefella’
Dance with me tonight
Boom boom boom boom
Shoot you like a bambar
Boom boom boom boom
At your order
Boom boom boom boom
Pushing all the buttons
More time
Boom boom boom boom
Shoot you like a bambar
Boom boom boom boom
At your order
Boom boom boom boom
Pushing all the buttons
More time
Boom boom boom boom
(Ay, iyaiyaiyai)
Boom boom boom boom
(Ay, iyaiyaiyai)
Boom boom boom boom
Pushing all the buttons
More time
Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom!
Contributed by Allen Tyner <sailor_bacon@animelyrics.com>
http://www.AnimeLyrics.com/
Added Pics
November 27, 2005My work e-mail was, as usual, full again. So, I needed to save the nice pictures that have been forwarded to me.
Just go to the Albums section on the left side and click on “From E-mails” album to view the sub-categories. Lots of funny comic strips there (especially the one about a call center agent!)
Happy hopping! ^_^
Some New Pics
I created an account with www.minitokyo.com to get some good anime clips. The wallpapers and arts are so good I just had to download them! Feel free to browse the album ARTS.
Tom Cruise buys sonogram machine to watch baby
Fri Nov 25, 8:35 AM ET
Not every family can afford one at a price tag of up to $200,000 but actor Tom Cruise says he bought a sonogram machine for his pregnant fiance Katie Holmes so that they can monitor the development of their child.
In an interview with ABC’s Barbara Walters to be aired on a November 29 television special about the “most fascinating people of 2005,” Cruise said: “I’m going to donate it to a hospital when we are done.”
A sonogram machine, which uses ultra-sound to look at a fetus’s development, can cost between $150,000 and $200,000, according to People Magazine which published excerpts from the interview on Wednesday.
Cruise said he did not know the gender of the child but said if he did, he would not reveal it. Walters then asked him, “So what do you see?” and he answered “a little baby.”
The couple revealed last month that Holmes, 26, was pregnant and in the Walters interview, Cruise said, “We are going to get married in summer or early fall. We don’t have a date set yet.”
source: http://entertainment.tv.yahoo.com/entnews/va/20051125/113293655000.html




